Separation...

I cringe in pain because I am
not sharing my life with you
It's so frustrating because I know
that I've finally found you
we are from two different nations
you have your religion
and I have none


I know what it is to feel love and be loved
I know what passion and desire can do to me
you are the source of my every need
every fibre in my body aches for thee


I don't care about anything or anyone anymore
I want you in my life...I want us to be we
to be a family
why is that so hard?
I don't want to wait my darling,
know that life is short and life is for living


I am bound I know to the laws of my country and god
but I don't care anymore and I am prepared to forsake
anything even if everyone else thinks that it's a big mistake.


Come my precious....
let's live together
don't you want me to pamper
you my honey?
Don't you want to go to bed with me every night
and wake up to your morning 'delight'?


Do we have to be fifty years old to do this?
I don't want to wait that long
just to be with you
to take care of you
to be there for you


Come what may...
I want to live in your shadow
I don't want riches and jewellery that glow
all I want is to serve you my guy
my lover, my hubby
my one and only.


I just wish that you'd feel as strongly
as I do...
no matter what trouble is
going on in your country
let me be with you
if we have to bleed
let us bleed together
nothing will make me much happier
to die in your arms as your wife
it's an honour to die in the truth of life
than to lead a life of lies.


The irony of it is that we've never met for real
and yet your true love I can strongly feel
in my heart and I know you are the one
for me, we connect...can't you see
for better or for worse I want to be with you
I want you, I want you, I want you!
Please tell me that you want me too
don't ask me to wait for so many years
you don't know this but I hide my tears
because even the near future
you tell me you are not sure
whether we can be together.


Take me away from all this
take me away please
I want to live with you
in our apartment, in our home
in our living room and our bedroom
I want to share your life...
I want to share your life...
I want to share your life...

-SHF-