I am Shama

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I am a happy individual and I LOVE life. Some people say that I am too passionate about the things that are dear to me but I say..."Hey! You only live once!" I love to write about very simple things like the people and things that I have observed, childhood and teenage memories,about love and marriage etc. I am also into quite alot of poetry writing these days. Enjoy reading my fellow readers and fans. ;)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Passage To Karachi




I long to be in your arms Karachi
Oh when, when will you kiss and cradle me?
Will you accept me....
as the daughter of your city?
Will you not welcome me with open arms?
My nerves are never calm
until I am safe in your palms...

When will my passage to Karachi be?
When can I be yours sincerely?

My Life is there in you oh honourable Karachi
Please take care of Him for me
I am hoping that our situation is just temporary
that...soon one day I'll start my life in Karachi

I want Him safely nestled in your arms
protect Him please and keep Him from harm
Do this for me dear Karachi
before I come to your city
My passage to Karachi
my homeland ultimately.

-SHF-

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

When Hope Is Fading...

I want to be positive about us
I have been very positive about us
but lately...
things are not going the way they should be


My darling husband...
are we really going to meet soon?
Will we consummate our relationship
as it should be?


Eight months we are married
and I still wait for OUR day patiently
but days are running in a hurry
am I to remain just your wife in 'TRANSIT'?


You know I'm trying my best
to see you there
but it looks like 'where we'll stay'
is a BIG problem there


I'm ready to pack my bags and run to you
In March or April
whichever month suits you
but looking at your endeavours
that seem to be futile
tell me one thing baby
will I see you before I die?


Is our bond going to be a webcam thing?
For you and I are married without our rings...
it's so sad that I've finally found you
only to NEVER meet you
and NOT make our dreams come true


We can't just have faith that we'll meet soon
we have to make it happen
if not...March will be April and April will be June
and pretty soon
faith will slacken
what will to us then happen?


I have all my hopes on you
I breathe for you
You made me live again
please don't let me die in vain



A love like ours is so strong
it's a beautiful bond
but what good is such a bond
when our bodies don't JOIN?
I then am your wife in name only
and you are my husband...just the man who married me.


Honey should I die today...I'll remain a restless spirit
a dissatisfied entity...
who's soul will NEVER rest in peace
for my love for you will LIVE
but you won't find me there

my love for you to GIVE



I just want to think about the two of us
I have a right to want my happiness
for you know that my happiness is your happiness
and vice versa...for the two of us


I am no saint...
I am only human
I'm just a wife
WHO WANTS TO BE WITH HER HUSBAND.

-SHF-

Monday, January 26, 2009

I See Happiness In You


I'll tell you a story

not like any other story

but about you and about me


Can you believe me?

That you truly make me happy?

Just being who you are

My darling, my dearest, my superstar!


I will NEVER call you by your name

for I hold you dearer than myself

I respect you in the highest degree

for you make me happy


It's true that I see happiness in you

for you and only for you my love is true

I will be with you soon

and we'll both 'fly' to the moon


Oh HAPPINESS...I say this a million times

you are my universe...

my shiny star that forever shines

You are mine, all mine and forever mine

We are bound by the shackles of LOVE

a love so true and that WILL stand the test of time

I shall be yours forever

and you shall forever be MINE!


-SHF-