Will You Believe Me?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am always thinking about you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am longing so much for you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that my day is NEVER complete without looking
at your photos?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I cry everyday and pray hard everyday for you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I DO IT at least once a day to be
CLOSE to you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am so tensed and nervous because
I don't really get any news from you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I log on all the time just so I can see you?
But when you are home...
where are you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am always wondering what's going on in your mind?
Are you alright and what news there is of you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I'll give my life for you
that you will be safe again
and that all this will go away...

Will you believe me honey
that I Love you ETERNALLY?

-SHF-

Are You Losing Your Love For Me?

I know our situation...
But even so...
I am somehow reaching out to you
telling you how much I love you
how much I need you and miss you
asking how you are doing
and if everything's alright.


But you seem distant from me
yes you write that you love me
but you don't say you miss me
or even if you are thinking about me


I am beginning to fear
for the very thing that is to me so dear
your love for me I see
is somehow fading slowly


You know how you can reach me
tell me HERE how much you miss me
but so far you haven't written a thing
and this is to me very distressing


I write so many things just for you
I don't know whether you are listening to them,
reading them thoroughly and through
this is the only way I can reach you hubby
tell me, are you losing your love for me?


I cannot rest until I know the truth from you
because 'situations' can make you change
your feelings towards me
but I pray that this is not to be
for I LOVE YOU SINCERELY


I think about you constantly
do you think about me?
I miss you terribly
do you feel the same towards me?
When you don't tell me these things
I become very afraid and then sets in misery
Tell me my love...
Are you losing your love for me?


Please think about our bond
it is no ordinary bond
the oath we took to be together
we are joined in our conscience forever
there is no letting go whatsoever



I can't live without you and your love
I need you to love me
please my husband...
tell me
are you losing your love for me?


-SHF-

Because of You...

You are the only source of my happiness
I began to bloom because of you

Because of you...
I am here today through and through

Because of you...
I look forward to a new day


Because of you...
I am a woman loving you

Can they block out the sun that shines on me?
Can they pluck me from the ground
and make no more of me?
Can they no longer let me bask in the sun
when we both know our lives have just begun?

Again because of you...
I am clinging on to the truth
Because of you...
I am still here waiting for news from you

I hate this silence which I hope is temporary
because I don't know what I'll do
if you, I can't see

I am willing to wait for you patiently
as long as we'll be together permanently
I TRUST you greatly
Because of you...
I need you as much as you need me
I stand bravely.


-SHF-

I'm Suffering In Pain Too

My darling...
My heart sank when you told me about your arms and back
How I wish I could kiss your swollen arms
and caress your stiff back...


I cannot believe that this had happened to you
My innocent husband....
You would never cause any harm to anyone
but now what's done is done


I had hurt myself too
For when you told me what had happened to you
I had hurt myself too


I scorched my left arm with my hot iron
and now my arm is also in pain
at least I get the satisfaction
of knowing that I am in pain
but I know no matter what I do
my pain is NOTHING compared to
what you'd have gone through


This is the only way to show you
HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
Please don't worry about me
I pray hard everyday
for the safety of you and your family


I miss you more than I've ever had before
now that there is silence between us
I miss you every minute...
it gets worse when I cannot tell you
what's usually going on with my life
for I am your wife...I am your wife...I am your wife


My darling...I look at your photos
that I had printed everyday
I hear your voice reverberating
every moment when I am thinking
about you...night and day


I cry everyday thinking about us
a love so true...
in this cruel twist of fate
that has happened to us of late
our love does not deserve this
DAMN those insects!
Those pesky pests!


But I want you to know that time will heal
Time is the best cure
for us both I feel
Let the dust settle down as you told me
I want to believe, I want to believe
Then slowly but SURELY
TOGETHER WE WILL BE!!


I need you to believe this
as much as I believe in this
Please tell me you are with me
For I love you so much my hubby



Time is not my enemy
but my fear is that you'll forget me
it's easy when there is so much FEAR and TERROR
around you my hubby
but please my darling
you are my LIFE
I mean this to be true
for there's no future for me without you
Please hold my hand and NEVER let go...
For I love you dearly so
For I love you dearly so
For I love you dearly so

-SHF-(I am alright. I am fine.)