I am Shama

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I am a happy individual and I LOVE life. Some people say that I am too passionate about the things that are dear to me but I say..."Hey! You only live once!" I love to write about very simple things like the people and things that I have observed, childhood and teenage memories,about love and marriage etc. I am also into quite alot of poetry writing these days. Enjoy reading my fellow readers and fans. ;)

Monday, September 29, 2008

When A Woman Loves A Man


When a woman loves a man

she does for him whatever she can

whether it is writing him a poem

or finding out his favourite band

she does it willingly and lovingly



When a woman loves a man

she wants him to love her back the same way

that he takes interest in

what ever she's doing

that she's his top priority

no matter what the situation



When a woman loves a man

he must be caring and understanding

just like what she is to him

most definitely there must be romance

and of course that inevitable slow dance



When a woman loves a man

it is most certainly unconditional

nothing less is given

only more of her love is permanent



When a woman loves a man

she wants to know if he's thinking about her

the way she thinks about him all the time

and whether he often tells her," You are mine!"



When a woman loves a man

his sincerity and love is all that she wants

and she is certain to be his for life

but will he make her his wife?


When a woman loves a man

why does she feel that

she loves him more than he does her?

Is it because she reaches out more to him?

She calls him, smses him and e-mails him

whereas he just once in awhile replies her.


To love a man

she dives deep into his heart

she never wants to be apart

from him for he is her sweetheart.

All she wants is for him to love her always

never once in his love must he sway

kiss her he must to make her happy

when a woman loves a man, he becomes her legacy.


-SHF-

Friday, September 26, 2008

Trapped



My mouth is sealed
My hands are tied

for this is how I feel

trapped in a cage

made of invisible steel


I have wings...

that must be terrific!

No, not so for me

for my wings are clipped


I can't fly to you whenever I wish

this is so frustrating,

this is weakening my very being


It's been days since I am trapped like this

this is torture, this is not fair

can you understand me?

Are you there?


I hate everything that has happened to us

and I feel the brunt of it the most

it's I who's reaching out to you

it's I who's yearning for you


Last night was a very restless night for me

I wanted to hear your voice so badly

I called you to hear your hello

and then I hung up

hoping that you'd just buzz me back

but you didn't, you didn't do that


I even sent you two smses

to which I thought you'd

respond with a missed call

but to my utter disappointment

my phone didn't ring the whole night at all


I can't stand all this

no matter what your reasons maybe

sometimes I think you're being overly careful

when in truth NO ONE gives a big deal


I've decided that I'll lay low for awhile
call it keeping a low profile

it is for the better

I won't be hurt and feeling all down

because of you my lover


I am trapped and at the moment

there's no way out

when rescue comes

I'll be free again to shout


You won't hear from me until I'm 'healed'

from all this emotional ordeal

but please remember that I love you

no matter what I'll always love you

this is the only truth

I can assure you.



-SHF-




Tuesday, September 23, 2008

To My LIFE With Love...

(Please take note that the original picture has been replaced by this present one for personal reasons.)


You are always on my mind

from the moment I wake up when the sun starts to shine

even in my dreams, I dream about you

you are forever with me, there is only YOU



I'm hoping everyday when I open my door

that you'll stand right before me and

surprise me with a 'hello'

Do you know that I sleep with your photo

under my pillow?

And that I cried myself to sleep last night

because I couldn't talk to you as much as I liked!



Early this morning before fasting

I looked at all your photos

and missed you my husband most



I gazed at that 'special' photo that you sent

the one that is nature's perfect work of a man

it's my favourite photo you know

it's the most intimate

part of yourself you showed...

to me your wife who cherishes you very much

she hopes you'll with her soon get in touch



Your face keeps appearing in front of my eyes

your smile, your eyes and your soft sighs

sometimes I think about how you react

when I talk about Zee TV...you hate that!

How you'd throw your head back and tell me I'm crazy

and that I'm watching too many Bollywood movies





Why is it when I do call you once in awhile

you don't sound your usual loving self...


but very serious in your style?


It hurts me so because I want to hear your loving voice


not some grave tone that I have to listen to...


but I don't have a choice!




You set the rules about my phone calls to you


your 'under one minute' call that I have to follow through


so hurried are your words that my ears bypass


and then I'm supposed to say what I


want to say to you fast



I'm sorry but I can't think straight under pressure

I'm just so glad to hear your voice that I treasure


I forget whatever I want to say to you

by the time I remember...your one minute's due!!




If our situation's going to prolong like this


perhaps for a few more days

until after Eid

what am I going to do my love?

As though the distance between us is not enough?



But I want you to know that I am still fasting

and I'm following the rules very strictly

I'm happy that this act ties you to me

that we're doing something together knowingly



At least you have your work to divert your mind

and not think of me all the time

but your wife no matter what she does...

to NOT think about her husband so much

somehow he dominates her mind all the time

and she doesn't know if this is a crime



Hello my husband how are you today?

I ask whether you slept well yesterday?

Are you taking good care of yourself?

Why isn't your face shaved well?




I want you to know that...

this heart is beating only for you


that You are in my pulse forever true

though thousands of miles away

your wife is definitely here to stay

and this is a promise I make to you

no matter what may come our way.




-SHF-












Monday, September 22, 2008

Without You...

So much is happening and it affects us so
there are times when I feel like letting go
but how can I when in you my heart is entwined
you are my life, my soul and my mind

I hate the times when with you I can't communicate
it's so unfair and it's only there to complicate
what we have as starry lovers often do
our love for each other,the only thing that's true

Are you okay? Are you well?
I am eager to know my love so tell
me please that you are alright
so that I may sleep in peace at night

I gave you a wake up call this morning
but I didn't speak to you because of your warning
I hate all this silence between us
I want things to be normal, damn the politics!!

How long must this torture go on?
I feel it's going on and on
I miss the hell out of you
do you miss me too?

I want to hear your voice so much
but I can't for now to you reach out
I wonder if you're thinking about me
or do you feel the pain that's inflicting me?

My love for you is infinite
because I am your wife and that's definite
I'm so worried about you and
what the future holds
whether I can come see you soon
or that too has to be on hold

My husband please talk to me
I'm going crazy here,reach out to me
Must we go through this condition you have set for us?
You say that it's to protect the both of us

I can see the logic behind it
but my love for you over rides it
tell me when it's safe for me to talk to you
I'm growing weak here without you

You are my sun, you reverberate with energy
I need you so much, and that I'm sure you can see
come find me in my writings for you are there
my message is so clear for us to share

I ask you what 'colour' is it today
that you're going to wear?
Is that leech still riding in your car forever?
Will you still be going for your 'hunts' after work?
Or will you be going home together again with that jerk?

I'm going to miss our daytime chats
and your phone kiss good night and all of that
I miss your laugh and again your unique voice
with it's various tones...but do I have a choice?

My mild-mannered spectacled fellow
where ever you go I'll follow
nothing, no politics and no!
No one can keep us apart
We'll always remain and talk to each other's heart
for I love you so much, so much my sweetheart.

-SHF-

Cry! My Beloved Country

The sirens wailed as the sky was covered


with thick, black smoke and blinding ashes


it was just the beginning of the night


when the terrible incident came to light





Cry! My beloved country...


as your sons and daughters die incessantly


Cry ! My beloved country...


for terror strikes you and


with your eyes you can only SEE





Oh why must this happen to my country?


What sin has she done to deserve such calamity?


Her offsprings are the ones who suffer most


when threats and panic overflow





So much blood spilled on her 'holy' ground


who's to blame, who set off the bomb?


Isn't peace respected anymore?


Why are lives so abhorred?





Amidst all this hopeless chaos


we are both unsuspecting victims


you there in my country


and I'm here unfortunately





Cry! My beloved country


I have yet to be your progeny


but from afar I see your tears


and your children's fear of fear





How I wish to hold you in my arms


and comfort you in heaps


Please Mother,I need you to be calm


rest you must in undisturbed peace





Your eyelids remain shut and


cobwebs cover them


it's time to open them up


and see what's really happening





Whisper in your children's ears


no more running,hiding and living in fear


for there is always hope...yes HOPE is still here





Wipe away your enemies with


a swipe of your iron arms


tear away their scourge,


destroy their spirit and


their evil weapons





Cry! Oh cry my beloved country


There is much to be done


for your grieving daughters and your stricken sons





What does the future hold for you?


You don't decide but your rulers do


will they suffocate what's left of peace


among these tragedies?


Or will they bring you back to blazing glory?


You my country can only wait and see


for you too cannot the future see.





-SHF-














Friday, September 19, 2008

Does Colour Really Matter?




You said,'Colour is not important, love is important.'

That got me thinking...

darling

you are white

and I am brown

what if it was the other way around?






I have never been with a man as white as you

well the right term is fair

but this is a poem and so the right terms...

use them I don't care






Your colour has made me realize

that my tanned skin I just don't like

until yesterday everything was fine

until I became aware that you are truly mine






How can you love this dark brown skin of mine

when our colour contrast is so defined?

Suddenly I don't love myself anymore

because I'm with you and it's you I adore






I wish I were as white as snow for you

then my whole body will be the same shade as yours

there won't be darker shades on my 'other'

body parts

they'll be like yours all the same and NEVER dark






What will others say

when you introduce me to them?

Have you ever thought that

they may 'talk' and cause mayhem?

They'll say that I don't suit you

that you're better off with a woman

that they'll choose for you






I fell in love with you first my dearest

and I didn't notice your colour then

but since we've been together these few months

it's become so obvious that

my complexion's so tanned




I know you love me just the way I am

that we are true lovers

and that colour DOES NOT matter

but I'm human aren't I?

My eyes see you and they don't lie



I know one thing for sure

that I love you dearly

and my love for you is pure

you look beyond my brown skin

and I try to do the same with you

my dear lover

but this question in my mind still remains

Does Colour Really Matter?






-SHF-



Thursday, September 18, 2008

The Treasure

Honey! Within me is hidden

a treasure that's not forbidden

to you... to discover and see

for your pleasure and eyes only





It may not seem that much

because you had seen quite a bunch

but this treasure is unique

within it comes TRUE LOVE'S feat




There were pirates before who

had opened its chest
but needless to say

it was just a frivolous attempt



It's given to you without any reservations

for you are its ONLY owner

and its endless salvation

You are the very key

that can unlock its hidden secrets

the treasure's the lock to which

the key has to be inserted



What makes a treasure?

It's just not gold coins and diamonds and pearls

there are other things that are priceless in this world



So darling, open your eyes and come seek me

bring with you no prejudice but a sense of discovery

for I belong to YOU not him or he

Find me, open me and enjoy me

let me make you super rich in pleasure

I may not be what the world tends to measure

but I'll only be yours...your very own TREASURE.





-SHF-

















Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Fever

I never knew how much I Love you

and I never knew how much I cared

all I know is that I'm missing you

because you aren't here



I have this constant illness I call it

that creeps up on me occasionally

it burns from within me

it weakens and torments me




I'll call it my customized Fever

for my Fever is you my Lover

honey it's you that I have always

within me...burning me up in celsius




I don't want this Fever to ever go away

at least it reminds me of you and within

me you stay...

no way that I want to get well soon

You to me are greater than the moon




Your handsome face keeps coming up

right before my very eyes

your face calms me but my body's

still hot and is getting hotter

why are you doing this to me my sweet Lover?




Oh Fever come stay with me

I love him so much this man,this guy...he

is consuming my body and conquering

everything inside me

Fever, I succumb to thee

please, just don't kill me.



-SHF-

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

You Behind Me



Hey sexy!



You behind me!



That's where I know you'd love to be!





I'm sure you know what I'm talking about.



It's all about the 'position' and



you know what's 'that' about






You'd love to 'work' on my back



any time where ever we're at!

You're such a great lover

I just love making love to you over and over




You behind me is where I too prefer

breathing hard down my neck...the feeling is super!

I love the way you bite all over my neck

while never skipping a beat when you're pumping my ass




I love the way you grab my heavy breasts from behind

the way you crush them and tease them all the time

my nipples you make them hard with your gentlest pinch

Oh baby,baby pinch them harder, I promise I won't flinch



You squeeze my big tush with your strong fingers

almost like kneading a dough but this sensation lingers

your manhood sliding in and out of me so easily

my inlet's your domain and

you always make me cum daily




I wish that we can do this many,many times a day

You behind me, that's my favourite way

My ass is yours baby, so come bang me hard

I'll be waiting in your bed...come quickly my sweetheart!




-SHF-



Monday, September 15, 2008

Your Chest Is The Best

Wow what a sexy sight I see

you lying on the bed waiting to screw me!

As naked as you are

baby you are my star



I feast my eyes on your nude body

you're a perfect creation that is so heavenly

you are my love so manly

that itself excites me



I love every part of your body

even that black cute mole on your right cheek

a handsome man you are everytime I look at you

your picture perfect smile, I melt when I see you!



But I must my dear to you confess

that I like your broad chest the best

it is so smooth and white in complexion

it comes to my senses and gives me a great sensation!


Oh I love to your chest play and tickle

and feast my eyes on your succulent pink nipples

I just love swirling my tongue around them so much

I love to see them get up and out they 'pop'



Ooh wow! How enticing they are to me

your chest, your nipples ...this part of your torso

I want you so much too oh darling, come on let's 'tango'



I want to see your full, masculine chest

come down on me and crush my bulging breasts

as you pump me up and down

your chest I see and your magic frown

when you're on top of me and I am so breathless

I love sucking your precious pink nipples



I am so lucky that you chose me

I am so happy that you ferociously want me

Baby, what did I do to deserve an angel like you?

I must have done something right

for YOU are my dream come true!!



-SHF-

Be Honest With Me Please

You are a wonderful man, do you know that?
You're kind,sweet and very accommodating
yes that's a virtue few people can brag
you are an angel that everyone ends up liking

Your nature is to please the people around you
you don't want to hurt them or bother you
so what is it that you do?
you tolerate them and don't tell them the TRUTH

What's in your mind is the reality of your thoughts
but you fear disappointment
so you just say nice things
it's good when you do it
sometimes when situations permit
but not all the time especially with me

Your thoughts and opinions matter to me
I don't want you to say 'yes' just to please me
tell it to me darling like it is
for I'm your wife not somebody's niece

No more hesitating to tell me what you think
I've told you before that you mean so much to me
that I want you to be honest with me please
just don't hide what exactly you want to say
just so you think that you won't hurt me today

I'd rather hear what my darling you want to tell me
than dig it out of you like some findings in archaeology
so please I beg of you my husband from now on no more
of not telling me what you really feel or care for

I appreciate your honesty above all else
because our bond is sacred, you're just not somebody else
please don't 'please' me by not telling me really how you feel
it hurts me more when your true thoughts or opinions you conceal
whatever they are please lay them out in the open
I'm your wife! I love you and nothing will happen

You are my life my dearest and I respect you so much
What you like and think matters to me very much
all I ask is that you be honest with me
no more NOT telling me like it is,
please won't you do this for me honey?

-SHF-



Friday, September 12, 2008

In The Shower Loving You

As I enter my bathroom
one day to take a shower,
to my surprise, you are standing

buck naked there!
I can't believe my eyes that
my dream has come true
for me to be in the shower loving you



You beckon me to come near you
with a sexy smile and the wonder of you
I approach you slowly and I'm a little shy
I'm going to make love in the shower with my guy!



You kiss me hard on my lips at first
and then deeper and deeper with a wild thirst
Your hands caress my rounded, large breasts
with your roaming fingers so gently,
and all this you do while still feverishly kissing me



I kiss your back with a passion let loose
I kiss your eyes,lips,cheeks and your nose
Not missing a single space on your face
your shoulders I bite and
your chest with my nails I graze



Oh what pleasure you give me
Your love is loving me
You turn the shower on and it rains on us darling
we engage in a soft embrace and
indulge in french kissing


I start soaping your chest...the place I like best
but you stop me there and my legs you spread
you go down on me and eye my love pearl
then with your tongue, my love pearl you start to swirl!



I squeal in the deepest sensation ever,
you working on me right below
further and further inside, your tongue starts to go
I am in heaven and I see red stars in a row



You come up for a gush of air
and I kiss your mouth with so much vigour
I suck your pink nipples and
use my tongue to lash them hard
I lick your arm pits and your stomach
I enjoy doing it just to you my sweetheart



We're both under the shower still
and then I go down on you, down to your heels
and up again to where your rod is staring straight at me
I take it into my hot,hungry mouth slowly
my mouth,tongue and throat
massaging your manhood vigorously



Your eyes are closed in steamy hot pleasure
and then you suddenly pull me up and turn me over
to your favorite part of my body that you like best
you love my bouncy, big, juicy ass



You pin me against the tiled wall
and from my rear you ram your rod inside me
oh what intensity I feel in your love for me
you bite my neck and pull my hair while still doing me



On and on again you pound me
Oh don't stop just yet, please do me more honey!
I love it when you do me in my tush
I like the tightness and your very strong push



Under the shower, you are loving me
from my back, you are pumping me
both of us conjoined in the utmost expression of love
we cum together, now so quenched of our love



We take our bath soaping each other all over
it never seems to end,us taking our shower together
you kiss me and I kiss you and we hug each other
You ask me again ,"Darling care for another shower?"



-SHF-

How Do You See Me?

I've always wanted to ask you this

how do you see me please?

I want to know because

we both see each other naked

every time when we make love in bed



How do you see me?

Do you like my face honey?

Am I beautiful to you my lover?

Or perhaps you secretly desire another?



How do you see my nipples and breasts?

Do you truly love these drooping breasts?

Do you like chewing and sucking my nipples in your mouth?

How do you feel when my bulging breasts you touch?



What about my stomach,legs, hips and thighs?

When you look at them I'm so squirmy and shy

Wish I could be so much sexier for you

It's how I feel when I make love to you



I have so many scars on this body of mine

I'm sure you've noticed them and you don't seem to mind

But I wonder deep down inside you

whether these marks do bother you



How do you like my large rear end?

They're too big and I hate them!!

But when you enter inside me from my behind

I love it so much because you do it many,many times !



These are questions I ask of you about my body

because no man can see me like you see me

you make love to me almost thrice daily

Darling I ask you, how do you see me?





-SHF-

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

If Only I Can Bed You Tonight

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My Hubby In His Underwear

It is always a delight for me
to feast my eyes on your SEXY BODY
what more with the mini briefs you wear
I can't help it but simply stare
at you my darling in your underwear



All kinds of colors suit you well
for you are as white as light
they fit you easily...that I can tell
the way you strut your MANLY SELF


Today you told me
that you're wearing dark blue netted briefs
How I wish now YOU I can see!!
The briefs hide your modesty
but NO not really
because your rear end is just open to me
they're just covered with a blue lined net
oh it makes me so,so wet
thinking about your buttocks behind the net


Oh my darling I'd love to see you on web-cam
but we can't this month...oh damn it
I'm crazy about you...so who's Brad Pitt?
Compared to my husband my NUMBER ONE HIT!!


Your naked body now in your blue netted briefs
oh what a sight it would be if I could just see
but if I were there with you in
your blue netted underwear
you wouldn't be wearing your briefs
because your briefs I would instantly tear
and we'd be making hot passionate love EVERYWHERE!!



-SHF-

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

The Day My World Stood Still

Tuesday started as my blackest day
a day that I'm trying hard to forget
the day that I nearly had a heart attack!
All because you didn't call me back


What happened to you?
I humbly ask of you?
I wanted to hear your voice again that morning
just for a few seconds my darling


I know you were rushing to work
you saw my many missed calls and smses
couldn't you spend just a few tiny seconds
to buzz your wife who was by that time in distress?


When there was no response from you that cold morning
I thought you'd buzz me once you

had reached your place of working
but even when the clock showed eleven a.m my time
it was nine a.m your time...
and still no show from you at that time


I smsed you once again
this time I panicked in emotional pain
I called you so many times again and again
still no response and tears rolled down my cheeks in vain


It suddenly occurred to me
that you may have been so unlucky
that you my LIFE were involved in some kind of calamity
my world of light eclipsed to that of darkness and grim
the day that my world stood still


Did you know what torment I was going through?
You didn't bother to call me or sms me...

even if you were in a meeting,
had I called, you'd have spoken to me
but this time not one word from you,

there was ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

During that long period of silence from you
I was like a puppet with its strings all cut loose
what could a puppet do without its strings?
The strings that bring it to colourful life
you chose to brush me aside my hubby
even though I am your beloved wife


I felt so weak and helpless
my whole word collapsed in seconds!!
As though my own life was gone
I couldn't cry any more tears
my whole being was torn


I decided to call you one last time
after what seemed like hours to me
and your beautiful voice I heard
on the other side of the phone suddenly

At that moment I realized the INTENSITY
of my immense love for you very VIVIDLY

WHAT THUNDEROUS JOY I FELT!!

To know that you were alright
but I just couldn't compose myself
and to you I cried and cried and cried
all that relief from the tension I had
the hopelessness and fear of something bad
all disappeared when I heard your voice
explaining to me that you had smsed

that you were in a meeting
and in ten minutes to call you back


Whatever your reasons, I just didn't want to hear
because I still felt that to me you were totally
UNFAIR
I'm your wife who loves and cares so much for you
I love you more than I love myself
I SWEAR this is true


All I ask is that you buzz me from work
and buzz me again when you are home
is that a request that you'd want to shirk?
knowing well that without you my darling I'm all alone!


Call me next time when you're in your office's car park
that's when I'll know you've reached work safely
I don't want you to call me when you're at your office
you know your dominating boss is such a freaking nuisance!


It may seem that I am being overly dramatic
but when it comes to you my LOVE...I become so
FRANTIC
you are never taken for granted
you are loved all the time and always
WANTED


Yes...that day my world stood still
I don't ever want to see another day like that
it will definitely make me shrill
I don't think that I can survive that


Darling please don't do that to me again
I beg of you please don't ever forget my deep pain
Think about this HEART BEATING always for you
Your wife who loves you so TRUE.


-SHF-









Today's Another Day


Today's another day...
the sun has risen and you are on your way
another day of job hunting
another day of never ending tension

You're trying hard but you don't find

what you are looking for,
every thing's becoming a total bore
you feel like you've hit a brick wall room
nothing concrete is your way coming
and you're in a dark and dingy room
only with four hard walls and there's nothing!
you hit them and knock them but you can't go through
you're going no where, no one's hearing you

Where is the door?
Or at least a window?
Will there be any light
to my perpetual plight?

Yes my dearest! Good news awaits you
just you hang on and keep following through
water can dissolve the hardest of stones
be that water and you'll have your throne

Ceaseless effort brings in the results
this is the LAW OF THE UNIVERSE
yes darling, it's all up to US
don't worry,you'll receive the BEST!
Time will see you through your NOBLE quest

YOU WILL PENETRATE those hard walls
and be a king all the way
remember my love for today's another day.

-SHF-

Monday, September 8, 2008

Saving All My Love For You

This is not a song by Whitney Houston

only the title is the same
but what I want to tell you is
that my love for you will NEVER change


I love you so much...that much I know
I cherish the times when we're on the phone
and become so sad when you have to go
I feel so down and all alone
baby please stay and don't go


The phone is all that we have for now
to hear your voice it soothes me somehow
then there's the PC where I can see
your gleaming face come to life
and I smile so much and so happy am I
just to be your wife


I'm saving all my love for you
for I know that in a few months to come
I'll definitely be seeing you
and then we can finally become one


But for now, it's just a few stolen moments that we share
you have your family and MAMA needs you there
our girls are all grown up
and you're their dad whom they adore
and to whom the two of them look up


I wonder how you can equally love all of us
when I want you to love me the MOST
but I know that it won't make any sense
to be selfish and make a big fuss


My life!! I'm saving all my love for you
for no other man will ever do
you're the one for me forever
no one else I can even consider


It's impossible for me to love another
when you've stolen my heart all together
I have no heart for all the others
they mean nothing to me, no never ever


You are the one man I will allow to explore
the wonders I have to offer galore
dive inside me, thrill me and amaze me
smother me with your swash masculinity
all this I give freely to only you, my love only you
for I am saving ALL my LOVE just for YOU.


-SHF-








Sunday, September 7, 2008

Sometimes I Feel...

Sometimes I feel like I'm your second best
I know it's untrue but I feel it just
Perhaps I feel too much and think you feel the same
but you tell me ...

that your way of loving me
is not the same as my loving you repeatedly


There is NO DROUGHT in your love for me
that of course I can see
but the little things that I want from you
you don't seem to understand or do you?


It hurts sometimes when you expect some things
but you don't get what you want from him
I don't expect expensive gifts or flowers and cards
all I want is that what I ask of you, you take heart


I asked you for your photos and our girls photos too
I asked you to write me a hand-written letter
but even that you have YET to do


It's easy to promise when words are so quick to come
but when it comes to fulfilling that promise
months pass by and NOTHING is done


All I hear are excuses and justifications
I feel so disappointed and not at rest
that's when I feel that I am to you
just your second best


I have never failed to do the things that you've asked of me
no matter how inconvenient or time consuming they may be
I make sure that I do it for there are no excuses or questions
I take the effort because you to me are very IMPORTANT


I love you and it goes without saying
sometimes I am so tired when I have to you keep REMINDING
of the little things that you should ALREADY BY NOW KNOW
and not wait for me to say,"I told you so."


You don't know what I've done to make things happen for us
I don't wish to discuss it either because the past is the past
All I ask of you darling is that you at least listen and TAKE NOTE
of the LITTLE THINGS that matter to me and this I quote...
"People who matter to you make them your priority...
no matter how busy you are, they are your VIP!" Unquote.


-SHF-

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Stand By Me


Nobody knows you better
and no one knows me well
but I know that only YOU can tell
what's in my heart very well


Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you how much I need you?
Have I told you how much I appreciate you?
That I too will stand by you?


I am so proud of you
I am so in awe of you
there is this WONDER of you
this pivotal point of LOVING you


It doesn't matter that I say it many,many times
that I love you so much in a day a thousand times!
You bring meaning to my life
You to me are the one true LIGHT


Shama says she's honoured to know you
to have fallen deeply in love with you
she knows no one can hurt her
for no matter what, you'll always stand by her


Are you feeling weak my dearest?
please lie down and take complete rest
let me take care of you my love
the best care YOU truly deserve


Would you like some fruit custard?
I know it's one of your favourites
Wish I could make some for you
and feed you on my lap until you are full


You, I know have so much love for me
it's in your gestures and how you stand by me
I saw it today in the form of your words
they were emotional and believe me,
they were HEARD


Stand by me I know you will always
there's never any doubt not even on the surface
you are my man and I your woman
it's as simple as that...anyone care to comment?


-SHF-

Neneps's Views


To all my dear readers and fans. Thank you so much for your comments on all my poems. I truly appreciate your opinion and flow of thoughts about my work. Having said that, I am sad to say that some irresponsible individuals have made appalling comments on not my poems but about me.

I am referring to my poem,"Battle of The Bulge". Please be reminded that I am NOT the characters that I portray in my poems. Therefore, the character in the poem mentioned above does not refer to me.

What I feel very bad about is the fact that my poem has become a social ground to prejudices mainly on women who are not petite. My intention was certainly not that. This poem is supposed to motivate all those who are struggling to lose weight and to find that one person or thing that will help them to follow through on their weight loss programmes and achieve their target weights.

Needless to say, there are some bad hats around who take this opportunity to write what they like. I decided not to delete their comments because I am hoping that others will read them and reply to them and I am also curious to know what they are going to say. I'd like to thank HF for standing by me and telling it like it is to some unpleasant comments that were made about me. Thanks again HF. You don't know how much your comment means to me. Thanks for standing by me.

Sincerely,
Neneps Abdullah