It comes and goes like the monsoon rain
sometimes dragging through the whole day
sometimes never going away
It throbs and throbs...
all over my back and left arm
never slight and never calm
My Life! I am in a lot of pain
something that I cannot control
and now it's taking its toll
I tried to hide it from you
with my deep smile and bright eyes
but today I tell you no lies
Pain...I am going through it everyday
but your face and smile temporarily take it away
I know you are in your own pain too
your situation, your restlessness and the people
you tolerate through and through
These past two days, we are both in pain
mine physical, yours emotional...
But PAIN is PAIN
Your pain is in your SILENCE,
your helplessness and GRIEVANCES
My pain is in my body...
this PAIN tearing through ME
Writing this is painful
but I still want to write it, so that you'll read it
rest assured my love that ALL will be well
PAIN will go away in time to tell
PAIN go to hell
you are NOT wanted
you are NOT needed
PAIN go to hell!!
-SHF-
2 comments:
Oh my god! Why don't you go see a doctor about this pain of yours? You think that seeing this person takes your pain away temporarily? Are you out of your freaking mind?
I suspect it could be some nerve or spinal problem. I am no doctor but you better see a doctor soon. Good luck.
Concerned (Chicago,Illinois USA)
Are you feeling better now Neneps? Why don't you go for an MRI? It will definitely tell you what's wrong with you.
Maybe, this poem is just fiction and I cannot really understand the underlying message here.
Or, maybe you are really suffering from this pain. I am concerned for you my dear Neneps.
Please take care. Are you single or married by the way...just curious! LOL!
John Bruce Lee (KL,Malaysia)
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