I am Shama

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I am a happy individual and I LOVE life. Some people say that I am too passionate about the things that are dear to me but I say..."Hey! You only live once!" I love to write about very simple things like the people and things that I have observed, childhood and teenage memories,about love and marriage etc. I am also into quite alot of poetry writing these days. Enjoy reading my fellow readers and fans. ;)

Monday, September 1, 2008

Frustrated


Last night I was upset with you
because I felt that I'm not important to you
I was bitter, angry and a little sad
that you made me feel like your second best

I took the trouble to do what you told me
you said to ring you when I completed my story
I did what you asked of me
I rang you and said.' Please read it...'

You said that you would but you didn't actually
I thought you did but you said you didn't to me
Can you imagine how I must have felt
when the one person I love so much just couldn't give a damn

The worst is when I found out you had the time
to watch your TV programmes and have a good time
here I was thinking you had read what I wrote for you
when all this time you put it aside to watch the tube

What was most painful was that I took the effort
to write some things for you that I thought were important
I made time for you despite the late hours
but you couldn't even spend twenty minutes to read what I'd written!!


I know you had a tough week and you deserve your treat
of watching your favourite programmes on your TV
I'm just frustrated that you couldn't spare some time for me
just to read what I wrote for you most lovingly


You promised me that you won't take me for granted
and there you go my love just doing it again
your promise so fast broken
it makes me feel so sad and abandoned


I will NEVER do that to you
because you are my priority, you are my VIP!
you know that...and it's true
because that much I love you


There is a saying that goes like this...
"Never allow someone to be your priority
while allowing yourself to be their option"


I have made you my priority
You are most important to me
You just cannot FORGET
that someone is your PRIORITY


Forgetting that someone is important
especially when she's your wife is most defiant!!
I cannot accept this and just forget what's happened
especially from you my dear husband


When it comes to you I'll go the distance
never forgetting a moment
that you to me are most IMPORTANT
Yes, I have my things to do, places to go and people to meet
but NEVER for an instant am I that busy
for above all else...
YOU are my number one priority


Again and again I spill my heart out to you
and let this poem be a reminder honey
that I can tolerate anything bad from you
but if again you my husband treat me
like I'm just another somebody
Know truly that you have 'murdered' ME.

-SHF-

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

What an inconsiderate guy this man is! If he apologizes, DON'T ACCEPT IT!







Girlfriend's Friend

Anonymous said...

I'd like to use this poem for my husband too Neneps. Husbands alwasy take their wives for granted. Great poem.






Home Maker(JAMAICA)

Anonymous said...

This guy's a creep. The wife's so loving and he's not bothered. Couldn't he just spare some time to read what she'd written for him lovingly?








DAMN FRUSTRATED (USA)

Anonymous said...

Neneps...here's my tip. DON'T make your husband a priority. Your problem is that you love him too much and go all out to do things for him. Why should you do these things for a man who just takes you for granted?
Come on girl! He told you to write something and you wrote it and he cannot take the time to read it? I bet you that he's still not read it yet. What a heartless guy he is.

WOMAN POWER (USA)

Anonymous said...

Let's see what he has to say to you before you can assume alot of things Neneps. I am sure that he doesn't take you for granted and he really loves you.

Just give him a chance.




PACIFIER(USA)

Anonymous said...

I know how to appreciate you Neneps. I will NEVER take you for granted. Dump this guy. He's not worth it. He's too care free I think to think and love any woman unconditionally.

He only wants you to love him and his way of loving you is to perhaps just say he loves you all the time and then shut up and not do anything SOLID about it.

I think that he's keeping you at a distance. He's not that into you. Be my girl. Let me prove my love to you Neneps my darling. Let me woo you and wed you. I think you like a man to woo you. I have read all your poems to know that you want to be made special. Let be make you my special lady.

I want you so much.

IWANTTOBEYOURLOVER